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Still Pink The Sky

still pink with morning
a pair of mallards wing over
high damn that crow
came in just as fast
making its target a
nest of small songs
yet to come, hatch
whathaveyou it will
never be exactly the
same way twice, love
nomatterwhat you do

LOVE is e TOMB OF TEARS

love is missing – like some

code word for forever sad

too bad addiction takes many

love is giving – i to you too

me and how we burst

sun-like running blinded

through golden fields

we fall, elated, laughing

come closer, silly, she says

grabbing his butt as he lays

her, kissing where

are we?

yes. he says it all serious, tears

coming from his eye love you

too, she squeaks out from

under his hand goes down

kissing her deeper, feeling

her depths, layers of moist

clean and long he she closes

her eyes, squeezing him tight


 

TOMB OF TEARS
atonement
making amends
for yourselfish
w the
everything
she is
love

Roberto Ferri - Galleria quadri e dipinti

i regret to inform you

And sometimes i think of war O’
mar of The Sea and cry
The images so, cry for the
pain in my chest, and tits
like such a minor, even if
but to have more and O’
mar of The Sea breaks
children die and why can’t
there be more years
seasons of good and
tears from tiny buds, vines
in so many connotations
like
in my hands wrap around
yours
i am dirty and from sweat
in
working the vineyard,
me
see you laughing, but
war, i cry. The bomb
A bomb O’
mar. my legs wrap ’round
yours
really i cry as i as why ask
why, come for you for
death made us do it

we woke together, entwined by blood

tears and sweat, sweet to the taste

and to be too see

you laughing as

the last thing we see before death

i regret to inform you

 

 

Be Pink The Sky Now

there is one star left
centered above the giant wonkey pine
it flickers like the furnace just coming
on rattling sounds paper walls
i doze again and it is almost gone
so good were the stars this night
i tried to stay awake watching long
long enough to see one shoot or fall
touching the tip of the pointed branch
maybe it will rim the curve, no
now its as if in the middle of a glass
almost gone, drank, headache holiday parties
imagine it blind, i cry, don’t leave
stay hanging in The Sky for
ever lasting light and tiny pricks
all the connection and how it feels
losing our senses, gaining a new
like nothing we have ever known
type of touch that could never be
before love before loss be
pink the sky now

I. II. III.

I.

One sits, a replica of the first,,,

in that alamo looking church by Da Vinci’s

hands love, you know, do the have not eyes?

and yours. yours think it is funny, wipe our feet before –

– before me, explaining as you laugh, in our square how you

reentering your wife. A zamboni, like heating the ice

queen of the something merlot, did you?

know the difference, know me. Oh, for the stars
the stars are all one needs to know, for to watch he
There in the night cries for me, laments his choice
a joke to come, put me on at every chance, come
face to face, the desire, want don’t need, find it
There in your hands. Melting
i am wanting to write more about these places we were. together for the first time, tidbits of conversation and touch, fantasy.
but when i go there again, lost in memories and desire, new images unrelated come – the sleeping bag like full of human – possibility or zombies – the fog sits love, again – maybe i am seeing some stars hi above – wishing for more such spontaneous play butt more – you don’t lie to me.
you take off the mask, in our alcove like take me to church and touch, my hand first i take yours, run my fingers around beneath your pinkie baby and slowly pick up your hand. i am sorry i say. thinking of laying my head in your lap as we sit in pew, like i did before my hand goes under your shirt after pulling it out of your belted waste. The Stars, i wish, but for now i write. For now i have your hand, i am sorry softly i feel the way your hand moves. “You are sick,” taking it now flat to mine, to the side of your face. Scattered clouds above the fog, with the light it is revealing why i saw only little spots of stars. and kiss your other cheek at an angle for your whole mouth and i think. it is about honesty, revealing oneself sharing our weakness and fears, finding myself morein reflections of you.

II.

i don’t feel good
my tummy hurts
like it has been sick
for too long eating up
my insides, squeezing my chest 
just do it i said, thoughts in my head
a wave of emotion like energy
runs shivers of desire thru
my body screams
all the way around
through my back eye
feel you and wonder
cry, as you know, i
do when you put your
hand to my
cry, just as i do
you, know too

what do you want to do?

crawl

to you, like a cat likes her belly rub

my body over yours
just the tips edges like static
makes our hair stand on end
scream for it
scream for it
SCREAM FOR IT

 

III.

the fullest moon its
light edges glass and crystal
reflections of want and ennui
distance
criss-crossing shadows balance
the trampoline – want, i do

the third engine rumbles down the back road – only one used its sirens

blaring in the cold of his moon. rain scrubbed the thoughts

of the fires, cleaned the sky, the air and the green sparkle like a forgotten eden. i love you, too, she said. That is all, the magic, the secret, i need

sometimes in these hurricanes, you can’t believe it, where they would come from and how you can’t remember it ever being the same. i want, i do, i want

how much more adhemently must we say? yes, it does, it aches and cries

aches and cries

 

 

WANT /too

In the field one sits
long hard tall, balanced
my soft pink sweater w
holes for finding gophers
men, you, who 
wins? it was never about
until now reach inside
a suitcase varietal
my under where
he sits and waits along
lines of unpassionate love

do it, touch me there, eye
ask not what you can
do me like that, confident
hard tall feeling, a glass
between the rows
twirling elegantly
between my fingers


TOO RUB YOUR

RUB YOUR PENIS

Butt first, i smile up

Along the inside of your legs

Rub, rubbing. you write to me

You want, too, butt

Sheaks lifting slightly

two different things

Double talk

I wonder, two different men

Pulling apart around the

Center, you exhale, desiring

Not yet, i play more watching it

Grow, lick just along

the line getting longer

Base to eye, want too

Sling my legs over the top of

you now

And move just write, i never

Did rub, butt you wrote

It


WHY

Will you pose for me as

Eye you i will too

Sketch your wretched old

Penis shriveled in afterglow

coldt

the beauty of it

the beauty of it
when the cold opens
night to morning stars
distance filtered by crisp
little packages, tied up
in tangled string
theory only gets us
so far how do we?
touch from the night
like kisses soft and cuddled
our babies hands